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She was a regular—in a long remission from appendiceal cancer, which I had not previously known existed. There were five others before they got to him. He smiled a little when his turn came. His voice was low, smoky, and dead sexy. Thyroid with mets in my lungs. You said you fear oblivion? Patrick seemed lost. My parents were my two best friends. My third best friend was an author who did not know I existed. I was a fairly shy person—not the hand-raising type.

And yet, just this once, I decided to speak. Becoming Part Of The Group. I looked over at Augustus Waters, who looked back at me.

You could almost see through his eyes they were so blue. All of us. There will come a time when there are no human beings remaining to remember that anyone ever existed or that our species ever did anything. There will be no one left to remember Aristotle or Cleopatra, let alone you. Maybe that time is coming soon and maybe it is millions of years away, but even if we survive the collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever. There was time before organisms experienced consciousness, and there will be time after.

And if the inevitability of human oblivion worries you, I encourage you to ignore it. At the end, we all had to hold hands, and Patrick led us in a prayer.

You and You alone know us as we know ourselves. Guide us to life and the Light through our times of trial. We pray that You might heal us and that we might feel Your love, and Your peace, which passes all understanding.

And we remember in our hearts those whom we knew and loved who have gone home to you: The world contains a lot of dead people. And while Patrick droned on, reading the list from a sheet of paper because it was too long to memorize, I kept my eyes closed, trying to think prayerfully but mostly imagining the day when my name would find its way onto that list, all the way at the end when everyone had stopped listening. Augustus Waters pushed himself out of his chair and walked over to me.

His gait was crooked like his smile. It kind of helps? I feel so fortunate that an intellectual giant like yourself would deign to operate on me. All right, I should go. I gotta look at her a lot while I can. Augustus Waters turned to me. He shook his head, just looking at me. I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence. Augustus plowed through: Like V for Vendetta Natalie Portman.

Honestly, he kind of turned me on. A younger girl walked past us. Memorial was the big research hospital. He nodded. The conversation seemed over. I tilted my cart onto its wheels and started walking. He limped beside me. With me. You could be an ax murderer. Osteosarcoma sometimes takes a limb to check you out. Then, if it likes you, it takes the rest. I followed him upstairs, losing ground as I made my way up slowly, stairs not being a field of expertise for my lungs.

I glanced around and saw that a tall, curvy brunette girl had Isaac pinned against the stone wall of the church, kissing him rather aggressively. I would conservatively estimate they have texted each other the word always four million times in the last year. It was just Augustus and me now, watching Isaac and Monica, who proceeded apace as if they were not leaning against a place of worship.

His hand reached for her boob over her shirt and pawed at it, his palm still while his fingers moved around. I wondered if that felt good. The senses must feast while there is yet hunger and whatever. He flipped it open and put a cigarette between his lips. Oh, my God, you just ruined the whole thing. The cigarette dangled unlit from the unsmiling corner of his mouth.

Oh, my God. Let me just assure you that not being able to breathe? Totally disappointing. It tightened his jaw. He had a hell of a jawline, unfortunately. I stepped toward the curb, leaving Augustus Waters behind me, and then I heard a car start down the street.

It was Mom. I felt this weird mix of disappointment and anger welling up inside of me. I was standing with my Chuck Taylors on the very edge of the curb, the oxygen tank ball-and-chaining in the cart by my side, and right as my mom pulled up, I felt a hand grab mine.

I yanked my hand free but turned back to him. Mom was just idling. The big, goofy, real smile. Tapped the window. It rolled down. Whether stopping or starting, everything happened with a tremendous JOLT. I flew against the seat belt of his Toyota SUV each time he braked, and my neck snapped backward each time he hit the gas.

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I might have been nervous—what with sitting in the car of a strange boy on the way to his house, keenly aware that my crap lungs complicate efforts to fend off unwanted advances —but his driving was so astonishingly poor that I could think of nothing else. My doctors say most amputees can drive with no problem, but. Not me. Anyway, I go in for my fourth driving test, and it goes about like this is going.

Augustus slammed on the brakes, tossing me into the triangular embrace of the seat belt. I swear to God I am trying to be gentle. The light turned green.

I braced myself. Augustus slammed the gas. I knew osteosarcoma was highly curable, but still. I used the classic: A year behind, though: No one likes a corpse, after all. But in the end I told the truth. I told Augustus the broad outline of my miracle: Now die. It was, we were told, incurable. I had a surgery called radical neck dissection, which is about as pleasant as it sounds. Then radiation. Then they tried some chemo for my lung tumors.

The tumors shrank, then grew. By then, I was fourteen. My lungs started to fill up with water. I was looking pretty dead— my hands and feet ballooned; my skin cracked; my lips were perpetually blue. And I remember wanting not to be awake. I woke up and soon got into one of those experimental trials that are famous in the Republic of Cancervania for Not Working. The drug was Phalanxifor, this molecule designed to attach itself to cancer cells and slow their growth.

But it worked in me. The tumors shrank. And they stayed shrunk. Huzzah, Phalanxifor! In the past eighteen months, my mets have hardly grown, leaving me with lungs that suck at being lungs but could, conceivably, struggle along indefinitely with the assistance of drizzled oxygen and daily Phalanxifor.

Admittedly, my Cancer Miracle had only resulted in a bit of purchased time. I did not yet know the size of the bit. But when telling Augustus Waters, I painted the rosiest possible picture, embellishing the miraculousness of the miracle. I shoved his upper arm playfully. I could feel the muscle right beneath the skin, all tense and amazing. We made a wheels-screeching turn into a subdivision with eight-foot-high stucco walls.

His house was the first one on the left. A two- story colonial. We jerked to a halt in his driveway. I followed him inside.

A wooden plaque in the entryway was engraved in cursive with the words Home Is Where the Heart Is, and the entire house turned out to be festooned in such observations. True Love Is Born from Hard Times promised a needlepointed pillow in their antique-furnished living room. Augustus saw me reading. They were making enchiladas in the kitchen a piece of stained glass by the sink read in bubbly letters Family Is Forever. His mom was putting chicken into tortillas, which his dad then rolled up and placed in a glass pan.

The fact that Augustus made me feel special did not necessarily indicate that I was special. Maybe he brought home a different girl every night to show her movies and feel her up. Strong, too. In the darkest days, the Lord puts the best people into your life. I like the freaking Encouragements. I really do. She was small and brunette and vaguely mousy. Gus opened his mouth to respond but then stopped himself. His mom filled the silence. Living room. I followed him down carpeted stairs to a huge basement bedroom.

A shelf at my eye level reached all the way around the room, and it was stuffed solid with basketball memorabilia: There were also lots of signed balls and sneakers. He bent at the waist and snatched up V for Vendetta. It seemed like the stupidest thing I could possibly be doing. Anyway, for the longest time, I just kept sinking free throws. I hit eighty in a row, my all-time best, but as I kept going, I felt more and more like a two-year-old. And then for some reason I started to think about hurdlers.

Are you okay? I was a bit of a Victorian Lady, fainting-wise. I started thinking about them running their hurdle races, and jumping over these totally arbitrary objects that had been set in their path.

And I wondered if hurdlers ever thought, you know, This would go faster if we just got rid of the hurdles. I had a weekend between when they scheduled the amputation and when it happened. My own little glimpse of what Isaac is going through. I liked Augustus Waters. I really, really, really liked him. I liked the way his story ended with someone else. I liked his voice. I liked that he took existentially fraught free throws. And I liked that he had two names.

Gus or Augustus? Me, I was always just Hazel, univalent Hazel. I have nephews, from my half sisters. They live in Chicago. They are both married to very fancy lawyer dudes. Or banker dudes. You have siblings? Your story. Interests, hobbies, passions, weird fetishes, etcetera. I know so many people like that. Like, cancer is in the growth business, right? The taking-people-over business. Think of something you like. The first thing that comes to mind.

From, like, hideous romance to pretentious fiction to poetry. This tells me so much. Sometimes, you read a book and it fills you with this weird evangelical zeal, and you become convinced that the shattered world will never be put back together unless and until all living humans read the book. An Imperial Affliction was my book, in the way my body was my body and my thoughts were my thoughts. Even so, I told Augustus. Augustus spun around to a stack of books beneath his bedside table.

He grabbed a paperback and a pen. I laughed and took it. Our hands kind of got muddled together in the book handoff, and then he was holding my hand. He stood, and pulled me up with him, and did not let go of my hand until we reached the stairs. It was kind of a boy movie.

I sat on the couch for a while as Augustus searched for his keys. This is an old argument in the field of Thinking About Suffering, and its stupidity and lack of sophistication could be plumbed for centuries, but suffice it to say that the existence of broccoli does not in any way affect the taste of chocolate.

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I kept glancing over at his leg, or the place where his leg had been, trying to imagine what the fake leg looked like. He probably cared about my oxygen. Illness repulses. As I pulled up outside of my house, Augustus clicked the radio off. The air thickened. He was probably thinking about kissing me, and I was definitely thinking about kissing him. Wondering if I wanted to. I put the car in park and looked over at him.

He really was beautiful. I felt shy looking at him.

I could not match the intensity of his waterblue eyes. There was an endearing nervousness in his voice. I smiled. I grabbed the book from the center console.

Spoiler alert: The price of dawn is blood. So I got up late the next morning, a Thursday. Mom hooked me up to a portable tank and then reminded me I had class. I mean the book. I shrugged. I brought some paperwork. Anyway, time to face the day, young lady. Also, today is. My mom was really super into celebration maximization. That was an idea. My class was American Literature, a lecture about Frederick Douglass in a mostly empty auditorium, and it was incredibly difficult to stay awake.

Forty minutes into the ninety-minute class, Kaitlyn texted back. Happy Half Birthday. Castleton at 3: Kaitlyn had the kind of packed social life that needs to be scheduled down to the minute. I responded: Sounds good.

Mom drove me directly from school to the bookstore attached to the mall, where I purchased both Midnight Dawns and Requiem for Mayhem , the first two sequels to The Price of Dawn, and then I walked over to the huge food court and bought a Diet Coke. It was 3: I watched these kids playing in the pirate-ship indoor playground while I read.

There was this tunnel that these two kids kept crawling through over and over and they never seemed to get tired, which made me think of Augustus Waters and the existentially fraught free throws. Medical stuff, probably. The paperwork was endless. She saw me the moment I raised my hand, flashed her very white and newly straightened teeth at me, and headed over. She wore a knee-length charcoal coat that fit perfectly and sunglasses that dominated her face.

She pushed them up onto the top of her head as she leaned down to hug me. Everyone accepted it. How are you? Is that diet? She sipped through the straw. Some of the boys have become downright edible.

Like who? But enough about me. What is new in the Hazelverse? Shall we shop? I ended up just picking out some flip-flops so that I could have something to buy, and then I sat down on one of the benches opposite a bank of shoes and watched Kaitlyn snake her way through the aisles, shopping with the kind of intensity and focus that one usually associates with professional chess.

I liked my mom, but her perpetual nearness sometimes made me feel weirdly nervous. And I liked Kaitlyn, too. I really did. But three years removed from proper full-time schoolic exposure to my peers, I felt a certain unbridgeable distance between us. For one thing, there was no through. So I excused myself on the grounds of pain and fatigue, as I often had over the years when seeing Kaitlyn or any of my other friends.

In truth, it always hurt. It always hurt not to breathe like a normal person, incessantly reminding your lungs to be lungs, forcing yourself to accept as unsolvable the clawing scraping inside-out ache of underoxygenation. I was just choosing among truths. I found a bench surrounded by an Irish Gifts store, the Fountain Pen Emporium, and a baseball-cap outlet—a corner of the mall even Kaitlyn would never shop, and started reading Midnight Dawns.

It featured a sentence-to-corpse ratio of nearly 1: There were always more bad guys to kill and more good guys to save. New wars started even before the old ones were won. Twenty pages from the end of Midnight Dawns, things started to look pretty bleak for Mayhem when he was shot seventeen times while attempting to rescue a blond, American hostage from the Enemy.

But as a reader, I did not despair. The war effort would go on without him. There could—and would—be sequels starring his cohorts: These tubes give me oxygen and help me breathe. I focused on my breathing as Jackie handed the tubes back to me. I gave them a quick swipe with my T-shirt, laced the tubes behind my ears, and put the nubbins back in place.

I returned to the book, where Staff Sergeant Max Mayhem was regretting that he had but one life to give for his country, but I kept thinking about that little kid, and how much I liked her.

The other thing about Kaitlyn, I guess, was that it could never again feel natural to talk to her. Anyway, I really did like being alone. He lives. CHAPTER FOUR I went to bed a little early that night, changing into boy boxers and a T-shirt before crawling under the covers of my bed, which was queen size and pillow topped and one of my favorite places in the world.

And then I started reading An Imperial Affliction for the millionth time. AIA is about this girl named Anna who narrates the story and her one-eyed mom, who is a professional gardener obsessed with tulips, and they have a normal lower-middle- class life in a little central California town until Anna gets this rare blood cancer. Like, in cancer books, the cancer person starts a charity that raises money to fight cancer, right?

Also, Anna is honest about all of it in a way no one else really is: Throughout the book, she refers to herself as the side effect, which is just totally correct. Cancer kids are essentially side effects of the relentless mutation that made the diversity of life on earth possible.

So as the story goes on, she gets sicker, the treatments and disease racing to kill her, and her mom falls in love with this Dutch tulip trader Anna calls the Dutch Tulip Man. I understood the story ended because Anna died or got too sick to write and this midsentence thing was supposed to reflect how life really ends and whatever, but there were characters other than Anna in the story, and it seemed unfair that I would never find out what happened to them.

AIA was the only book Peter Van Houten had written, and all anyone seemed to know about him was that after the book came out he moved from the United States to the Netherlands and became kind of reclusive. As I reread that night, I kept getting distracted imagining Augustus Waters reading the same words.

Then I remembered my promise to call him after reading The Price of Dawn, so I found his number on its title page and texted him. Price of Dawn review: Too many bodies. Not enough adjectives. He replied a minute later: So I called. So, okay, is the tulip guy a crook? When can I see you? Flirting was new to me, but I liked it. This old woman gave a lecture wherein she managed to talk for ninety minutes about Sylvia Plath without ever once quoting a single word of Sylvia Plath.

When I got out of class, Mom was idling at the curb in front of the building. We drove over to the Castleton theater and watched a 3-D movie about talking gerbils.

It was kind of funny, actually. When I got out of the movie, I had four text messages from Augustus. Tell me my copy is missing the last twenty pages or something. Hazel Grace, tell me I have not reached the end of this book. Call me when you can. So when I got home I went out into the backyard and sat down on this rusting latticed patio chair and called him.

It was a cloudy day, typical Indiana: Our little backyard was dominated by my childhood swing set, which was looking pretty waterlogged and pathetic. Augustus picked up on the third ring. Like the death cries of some injured animal. Gus turned his attention to Isaac. Does Support Group Hazel make this better or worse? Even though it was a geographic inconvenience, I really liked Holliday Park.

When I was a little kid, I would wade in the White River with my dad and there was always this great moment when he would throw me up in the air, just toss me away from him, and I would reach out my arms as I flew and he would reach out his arms, and then we would both see that our arms were not going to touch and no one was going to catch me, and it would kind of scare the shit out of both of us in the best possible way, and then I would legs-flailingly hit the water and then come up for air uninjured and the current would bring me back to him as I said again, Daddy, again.

Carting the tank behind me, I walked up to the door. I knocked. The sound. Can I carry your, uh, tank? Thanks, though, Mr.

I was kind of scared to go down there. Listening to people howl in misery is not among my favorite pastimes. But I went. Hazel, a gentle reminder: Isaac is in the midst of a psychotic episode.

They were soldiers fighting in a bombed-out modern city. I recognized the place from The Price of Dawn. As I approached, I saw nothing unusual: Tears streamed down his reddened cheeks in a continual flow, his face a taut mask of pain. He stared at the screen, not even glancing at me, and howled, all the while pounding away at his controller. Not even the slightest hint that he was aware of my existence. Just the tears flowing down his face onto his black T-shirt. Augustus glanced away from the screen ever so briefly.

He just wants to cry and play Counterinsurgence 2: The Price of Dawn. If you have any sage words of feminine advice. Augustus nodded at the screen.

Moments later, tracer bullets started whizzing over their heads. Augustus sighed. They crouched behind a wall across the street and picked off the enemy one by one. His shoulders rounded over his controller, slamming buttons, his forearms taut, veins visible. Isaac leaned toward the screen, the controller dancing in his thin-fingered hands. The waves of terrorists continued, and they mowed down every one, their shooting astonishingly precise, as it had to be, lest they fire into the school.

Isaac dropped his controller in disappointment. His dismembered body exploded like a geyser and the screen went red. He reached into his pocket, pulled out a cigarette, and shoved it between his teeth.

Isaac was wailing again. Augustus snapped his head back to him. He nodded, the tears not like tears so much as a quiet metronome—steady, endless. He wiped his sopping face with a sleeve. And you do. It was like I was already gone, you know? How can you just break the promise?

Isaac shot me a look. But you keep the promise anyway. Love is keeping the promise anyway. But I thought that if true love did exist, that was a pretty good definition of it.

And she promised. She promised me always. Isaac chased after the chair and kicked it again. Kick the shit out of that chair! Augustus looked over at me, cigarette still in his mouth, and half smiled. Isaac was still throttling the wall with the pillow. Instead, he was squinting at Isaac. He walked over to Isaac and grabbed him by the shoulders.

Try something that breaks. Isaac stomped on the trophy. The poor, mangled bodies of plastic basketballers littered the carpeted ground: Isaac kept attacking the trophies, jumping on them with both feet, screaming, breathless, sweaty, until finally he collapsed on top of the jagged trophic remnants. Augustus stepped toward him and looked down. I had called him on the Night of the Broken Trophies, so per tradition it was his turn to call.

I went about my life: I met Kaitlyn and her cute but frankly not Augustinian boyfriend for coffee one afternoon; I ingested my recommended daily allowance of Phalanxifor; I attended classes three mornings that week at MCC; and every night, I sat down to dinner with my mom and dad. Sunday night, we had pizza with green peppers and broccoli. I banished the thought as best I could. I had a PET scan scheduled in a couple weeks.

Nothing to be gained by worrying between now and then. And yet still I worried. I liked being a person.

I wanted to keep at it. Worry is yet another side effect of dying. I grabbed my phone from my purse on the kitchen counter and checked my recent calls. Augustus Waters. I went out the back door into the twilight. I could see the swing set, and I thought about walking out there and swinging while I talked to him, but it seemed pretty far away given that eating tired me.

That boy. Reading it, I just kept feeling like, like. I totally get it, like, I get that she died or whatever. It portrays death truthfully. You die in the middle of your life, in the middle of a sentence.

But I do—God, I do really want to know what happens to everyone else. But he, yeah, he never answers. You said he is a recluse? Vliegenthart this sixth of April, from the United States of America, insofar as geography can be said to exist in our triumphantly digitized contemporaneity. I found her. I emailed her.

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She gave him the email. He responded via her email account. Keep reading. Vliegenthart into a series of 1s and 0s to travel through the insipid web which has lately ensnared our species, so I apologize for any errors or omissions that may result.

What do you mean by meant? Or is the only value in passing the time as comfortably as possible? What should a story seek to emulate, Augustus? A ringing alarm? A call to arms? A morphine drip?

Of course, like all interrogation of the universe, this line of inquiry inevitably reduces us to asking what it means to be human and whether—to borrow a phrase from the angst-encumbered sixteen-year-olds you no doubt revile— there is a point to it all. But to answer your question: No, I have not written anything else, nor will I. I do not feel that continuing to share my thoughts with readers would benefit either them or me.

Thank you again for your generous email. I spent the next two hours writing an email to Peter Van Houten. Dear Mr. My friend Augustus Waters, who read An Imperial Affliction at my recommendation, just received an email from you at this address. I hope you will not mind that Augustus shared that email with me.

Van Houten, I understand from your email to Augustus that you are not planning to publish any more books. I never have to worry whether your next book will live up to the magnificent perfection of the original. Or at least you got me right. I wonder, though, if you would mind answering a couple questions I have about what happens after the end of the novel. Temple, etc.

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Also, is the Dutch Tulip Man a fraud or does he really love them? Do they stay together? And lastly—I realize that this is the kind of deep and thoughtful question you always hoped your readers would ask— what becomes of Sisyphus the Hamster? I know these are not important literary questions and that your book is full of important literary questions, but I would just really like to know. It took him a minute to find the book, but finally he read the quote to me.

God, Mayhem grits his teeth a lot in these books. My kissing—all prediagnosis—had been uncomfortable and slobbery, and on some level it always felt like kids playing at being grown. But of course it had been a while. I almost felt like he was there in my room with me, but in a way it was better, like I was not in my room and he was not in his, but instead we were together in some invisible and tenuous third space that could only be visited on the phone.

It was Augustus who finally hung up. Augustus assured me it was because my email was better and required a more thoughtful response, that Van Houten was busy writing answers to my questions, and that brilliant prose took time. But still I worried. Isaac out of surgery. It went well. That afternoon, Mom consented to loan me the car so I could drive down to Memorial to check in on Isaac.

Um, Support Group Hazel? Night-of-the-broken-trophies Hazel? Hi, Support Group Hazel. Come over here so I can examine your face with my hands and see deeper into your soul than a sighted person ever could. I pulled a chair up and sat down, took his hand. Then nothing for a while. Isaac bit his nails, and I could see some blood on the corners of a couple of his cuticles. Fourteen months is a long time. God, that hurts. The nurse, having finished the bandage change, stepped back.

Did she seriously say that? I mean is this my freaking arm or a dartboard? No condescending voice. There might be a little ouchie. I just want the hell out of this place. His mouth tightened. I could see the pain. Is that crazy? The whole cancer thing. The medicine working. He was here when I woke up. Took off school. He nodded a little. And then, like the bitch I am: I went downstairs to the tiny windowless gift shop and asked the decrepit volunteer sitting on a stool behind a cash register what kind of flowers smell the strongest.

Same smell, and lots of it. The carnations were cheaper, so I grabbed a dozen yellow ones. They cost fourteen dollars. I went back into the room; his mom was there, holding his hand. She was young and really pretty. These are for him. I shook my head no. I talked to him a little before, when they were doing the bandages or whatever.

She nodded. I left. The next morning I woke up early and checked my email first thing. Dear Ms. Lancaster, I fear your faith has been misplaced—but then, faith usually is. I cannot answer your questions, at least not in writing, because to write out such answers would constitute a sequel to An Imperial Affliction, which you might publish or otherwise share on the network that has replaced the brains of your generation.

There is the telephone, but then you might record the conversation. Alas, dear Hazel, I could never answer such questions except in person, and you are there, while I am here. That noted, I must confess that the unexpected receipt of your correspondence via Ms. Vliegenthart has delighted me: What a wondrous thing to know that I made something useful to you—even if that book seems so distant from me that I feel it was written by a different man altogether.

The author of that novel was so thin, so frail, so comparatively optimistic! Should you find yourself in Amsterdam, however, please do pay a visit at your leisure. I am usually home. I would even allow you a peek at my grocery lists. Still nervous, Mom knelt down to check on Philip to ensure he was condensing oxygen appropriately.

Augustus Waters—style, I read him the letter in lieu of saying hello. I said nothing. I was flattered but changed the subject immediately. Then he goes to this rehab or something for a while, but he gets to sleep at home, I think. I gotta go. I could hear his crooked smile. We Hoosiers are excessively optimistic about summer.

Mom and I sat next to each other on a bench across from a goat-soap maker, a man in overalls who had to explain to every single person who walked by that yes, they were his goats, and no, goat soap does not smell like goats.

My phone rang. It was Gus, though. I knew the answer, because I am currently at your house. Well, we are on our way, I guess? See you soon. He was holding a bouquet of bright orange tulips just beginning to bloom, and wearing an Indiana Pacers jersey under his fleece, a wardrobe choice that seemed utterly out of character, although it did look quite good on him.

I wanted them to be my flowers. I brushed my hair and teeth and put on some lip gloss and the smallest possible dab of perfume. I kept looking at the flowers. They were aggressively orange, almost too orange to be pretty. When I reentered my room, I could hear people talking, so I sat on the edge of my bed for a while and listened through my hollow bedroom door: I like your artwork. Legs are heavy! The treatment options these days—it really is remarkable. Augustus stood up and leaned over to her, whispering the answer, and then held a finger to his lips.

I held it up as evidence, tilted my oxygen cart onto its front wheels, and started walking. Augustus hustled over, offering me his arm, which I took. My fingers wrapped around his biceps.

Unfortunately, he insisted upon driving, so the surprise could be a surprise. You think they liked me? Who cares, though? I thought of the PET scan. Worry is useless. I worried anyway. The only thing I could think of in this direction was the cemetery. Augustus reached into the center console, flipped open a full pack of cigarettes, and removed one.

A few of them are broken near the filters, but I think this pack could easily get me to my eighteenth birthday. Name some things that you never see in Indianapolis.

He laughed. Keep going. Family-owned restaurants. Also, culture. In all honesty, this is one of those novels that will make you burst into tears unless you are made of stone. In this book summary, we elaborate all the major milestones in the lives of Hazel and Augustus. From the bottom of our heart, we advise you to read this life-altering novel, which will give you the freedom to let it all out and turn on the waterworks.

John Green is a renowned American author, actor, producer and an editor, whose works have been featured in various magazines, journals and top-lists. So far, he has written seven books and had a different role in 4 movies, including the Fault in Our Stars. Due to her medical condition, she is obliged to use an oxygen mask, at all time. The narrative structure of this novel takes an unexpected turn when Lancaster becomes interested in one of the boys there.

Unlike all the other members of the group, Augustus is not sick and comes to support his friend Isaac, who has one eye removed. The chemistry between these two reaches another level, when Augustus after the meeting, breaks the silence by saying to Hazel that she resembles Natalie Portman in V for Vendetta.

He invites her to his house, for them to hang out and watch the movie. In the meantime, they share their cancer experience, and Hazel talks about her situation as well.

Augustus was also diagnosed with cancer, but he is now in good medical condition. Because of the osteosarcoma, doctors had to amputate his leg.

So, Hazel starts first with her novel An Imperial Fiction. Next up, Augustus and Hazel dive deep into the book, in order to smell out the meaning of the story: An Imperial Affliction. Augustus once again leaves Hazel open-mouthed, when she heard about the grant from a charitable foundation, which helps kids with cancer. This organization agrees to cover her costs and make her wish come true.

Although she is happy and feels really great with Augustus, she is uncertain about their joint future , as a couple due to her illness. As it turns out, her lungs were filled with fluid, and the body reacted, fiercely. Upon her discharge from the hospital, finds out that Augusts never left the waiting room. He spices things up, with yet another letter from Van Houten, which is more personal than the last one.

Hazel gets all worked up by the letter, and now she is firm in her decision to visit Amsterdam.

Maria with its perspective on the situation tips the balance in favor of Hazel and supports her liveness. I believe the universe wants to be noticed. I think the universe is improbably biased toward the consciousness, that it rewards intelligence in part because the universe enjoys its elegance being observed.

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